Panicking about the new job feeling like I don’t want to do it. But terrified of not doing it anymore.
Well I feel like death. I’ve worked doubles this is the third day in a row that my first job is starting at 8am and my second job is ending at 8pm. Neither of my bosses seem to care or notice that I feel and look terrible. I woke up sweating and feeling like crying from a dream. I don’t remember what exactly was happening I just remember everyone disliked me and were staring and jeering at me. I’m trying the best I can and I feel like I’m just falling apart.